When I was A child,having been put out on the streets as a young teenager.I learned to live by my wits.I did not go to school to much,but I managed to show up in classes for tests.I never studied,but manged good grades.I never considered myself a tough guy.I got along with everyone.At 15 I was working all the time(many jobs).Thats when I learned to intergrated and play with work,that was all I had.I got married at a young age and had 5children.I made reading and learning there first priority.They are living my dreams.Iam embrassed to say,I realy never had no hobbys ect.working(thats how I learned to play).Because of the children ,I got involved in church.I have never did anything half-assed(at least I try not to)Before you knew it I was taking college courses in theology,became a minster in cathlic church (deacon program)30 plus years.I gave communion services for 20years missing only one sunday.I was being used and did not now it.My wife became disabled,because I was not wealthy,I had to retire.I thought my life was over.The only friends I had worked me.I NEVER LEARNED THE TRUE ESSENCE OF MAKING MONEY.I have an uncanny love for all people young &old.I did not now how to make money.I feel like I have always been touched by an Angel at times to even go a far as healing people.I have been always rejected by society.They have even put me in jail for a check someone else sent me.I still do not now what to do.I think my wife is getting better.I am 55years young and have to start over.Right now all I have is the Neothink Society and my mentor Mark Hamilton.I have to start a new journey in life.But where do I start.P.S Thanks for saving my life. Randy V.